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Sunday, May 27th, 2007
2:19 am	Wow Tonight was perfect, I met her, but I'm afraid I might never see her again...she's perfect and beyond that also. ImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissherImissher =/ Current Mood: okay (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 18th, 2007
4:58 am	Damnn Just when I like someone who's pretty much perfect... They're 472837432750932849834123 miles away. I really hate technology at times. Current Mood: disappointed (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 25th, 2007
11:11 pm	Maybe I should just stop trying.. ..I have no chance in hell.. Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 17th, 2006
3:05 am	Mayleneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Show was sick as hellllllllllllllllllllllllllll I was forgetting how awesome going to shows was. Current Mood: tired (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 28th, 2006
10:44 pm	Ahhhh I'm soo excited we're hanging out this weekend =) I think I might have a chance who knows... Current Mood: anxious (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 25th, 2006
1:26 am	Umm Yeaa I like someone...bad thing is she has a bf she just got with not too long ago things haven't been going good too but I don't wish bad on it though. She's soo fucking cute though. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
1:37 pm	Human life is something everyone must treasure.. For it can be take away at any given moment and there's no second chances for it. R.I.P. Taylor Tedesco You were a great person bro, its so sad you had to leave when you were just finishing high school. You knew how to have fun and be the life of the party. You also didn't care about what anyone thought of you and did whatever the fuck you wanted. We'll all remember you and the many memories everyone had with you. I'll keep your family in my prayers. Hope you're watching from up there in a far better place. Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
4:26 pm	Wow today has just been one of those days...I really hate seeing how fast life has been going, so much to deal with. I don't want to work my ass off so hard on everything I do so it all just goes down the fucking drain. Idk I just need to relax. Current Mood: stressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 20th, 2006
11:11 pm	=D Today was fucking sick!!!! I see alot of good shit coming in the future and I'm looking forward to every bit of it =) Current Mood: ecstatic (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 9th, 2006
1:27 am	What if I wanted to fight beg for the rest of my life.. Tonight was actually a good night. Hung out with a few friends and such it was all good. I'm actually surprised at how much the whole band thing has picked up in the last week like I've seen alot of people compliment us and stuf it feels amazing and kinda motivates me more towards doing what I love =) Lately as much as try to put it out of my mind it always comes back to me, I'm lonely (not in a depressed sort of way but just not having someone special there) I know most of this sounds whiny or whatever people can judge me on for it but the truth of the matter is I fucking want someone and its really starting to kind of bug me. It's kind of sad really heh. I really just want to have someone there to not only just be with but just a friend, I know I have plenty of them and alot of acquaintances but I just want someone who can be a close friend but just to the pointwhere you can both share affection towards that person. I guess everything comes in due time. (I'm in shape or form depressed just its a topic thats been in my head for a couple of months.) Not really sure who reads this anymore but this a good place to vent. Current Mood: good (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 3rd, 2006
8:24 pm	May angels lead you in... It really sucks to know one of your friends is hurting themselves and not caring about it at all, its really sad to have seen you grow into this person you are today and its just getting worse and worse each time, and for this your also causing us to suffer with you too because its not easy seeing all this happen, I hope you can get your head straight soon and stop just lowering yourself to an even lower level than you already are. Nothing too interesting has been going on with me really I'm allowed to go out now which is good, its been a pretty hectic week with school though I gotta stop fucking around and get serious. But besides school I've been with friends having good times but as for the whole band deal not really sure where its going hmm oh well there's always time for me to write my own music instead for another group of people. I was thinking about playing the talent show at school this year but not really sure where to find kids who would want to play something easy like an RJA song or a Jimmy Eat World song cuz I think it would be pretty badass, oh well I still got until January to get on that. Well I'm done. Bye Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 17th, 2006
7:56 pm	As much as you try to escape it in the end won't work because it will be with you throughout high school: Changes. I've seen alot of them go on within the last week and a alf idk its been interesting but sad in another sense cuz people who used to love each other to death now are at each other's throats. As for me nothing bad going on, still don't know what to do though =/ P.S. 1 more fucking week before I get this damn thing off my damn foot chyeaaaaaaaaa. Current Mood: content (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 15th, 2006
5:16 pm	School's been alright just still getting used to all that shit that comes with it. Funny thing is I'm already looking for potential gfs hahaha I'm one sad sumbitch ah well I'm in no rush (even though there are a few cute girls especially this one in my American History class haha), classes aren't half bad though most of my teachers aren't half bad. I still have this fucking pin in my foot until the 25th hfjahflkjsakdjsajd;kk wtf!!!!! I gotta deal with it though, but I'm free once that fucker comes off so if anyone wants to hang out let me know!! I'm fucking rotting in this house. Oh yea I cut/dyed my hair again: Hmm I always find a way to be in the middle of arguements between people it sucks can't really tak sides or anything, w/e I'm just staying the fuck away from any drama this year I think its best if its avoided. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 5th, 2006
2:19 am	To whomever it may concern. Tonight was interesting I was at Starbucks for the first time in like 3 weeks it was nice seeing a few friends and all again. It was weird cuz I met someone well not really met but struck like a 5 minute conversation with her (haha having an injured foot has it advantages to start a conversation I guess) it was nice, she was fucking gorgeous, but it ended and well we ended up not talking afterwards since we both went our separate ways and all that it was pretty funny cuz its was the first time I got the butterflies in my stomach feeling again haha I feel like I'm 5 oh well I probably won't see her again but it was nice having that feeling again. Well I doubt too many people read this but I thought this was worth writing. Ahh school starts tuesday =/ Current Mood: happy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
11:45 pm	Today was a good day, went to practice wrote some pretty awesome new stuff. School starts in a week and a half or so damnit >.< Well glad that my last days of summer were wasted sitting at home for the most part cuz of ym damn foot but w/e at least the doctor said I'll hopefully be fully healed a few days after school starts so thats something to look foward to. Current Mood: bored (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
1:14 am	I'm officially 17 =) Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 17th, 2006
1:52 am	I love my friends Today was nice, got a visit from Lesley and Maddie it was nice seeing them again after such a while of not hanging out, haha they brought me flowers it was pretty funny but it was a nice gift. Well I turn 17 in 3 days sweettttt well idk who the hell reads this but if you want to come over to my house,hang out with my crippled self, wish me a good day, and eat my food then come right ahead I need the company since I can't really go out anywhere this year to celebrate =/ Well this is all for now. Later Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 15th, 2006
2:00 pm	My band's site, check it the fuck out! Current Mood: content (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 10th, 2006
12:56 am	I think if I had this my life would be complete.... YESSSSSSSSSS Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 25th, 2006
11:56 pm	Are you listening or have you tuned out.... Well warped tour kicked ass but I'll let these do the talking: Current Mood: calm (1 Comment |Comment on this)